Guilt

Last week, I missed sports day.. Phew, I said it. It is off my chest now.

It makes me feel bad,

Really bad.

I feel guilty for not being there. Not seeing C at her first school sports day.

I had to work and I missed it..

I have been extremely lucky that my husband has been a house husband since S was 6 months old, and he has looked after the kids the majority of the time whilst I go to work.

But it doesn't stop the guilt or regret not being able to do it myself.

Sometimes it is hard being a working mum..